Perfectionism. The single character trait in which I was most proud. Strangely, I don’t think I ever considered it to be “perfectionist” to think the way I thought. After all, everyone knows perfection is unattainable, and what I was seeking was always possible. In my mind, I wasn’t a perfectionist. I simply strove for excellence …
Thoughts and Observations
Stop Rushing: Changing Your Perspective of Time
Time is essential for progress, learning, and personal growth. By embracing time, we can develop resilience and organic improvements instead of rushing for quick results.
Bored and Blessed: reflecting on my weekends
I used to hate boring weekends. Now I get giddy thinking about them.
Observations: Gion Matsuri Festival, Unique Walks
From my journal entry while people watching at the Gion Matsuri Festival in Kyoto Japan, 7/15/2025.
Emotions, Anxiety, and Self-Worth: Exposing my Mind
An Introduction to my mind As I have stated before on this blog, I struggle heavily with anxiety, worry, and balancing my emotions. Recently I have really tried to figure out why. Deconstructing the mind is a lengthy and sometimes exhausting process. Learning why you think a certain way and then breaking down what caused …
Mini Motivation: Just get it done
A few days ago, I was debating on whether or not I should dust off my paint brushes and make some art. Whilst looking through Pinterest for a reference picture, I started to become overwhelmed. I began remembering the last picture I painted, and the memory was not a fond one. It was a portrait. …
Small Whispers: Thursday Thoughts
“Should I go back to school?” “What am I doing with my life? “I thought I hated Matcha, but I guess not. This is really good. Must’ve been a bad batch the first time.” “I would commit crimes for some Indian Goat Curry right now.” “I don’t care what anyone says. I refuse to call …
The Disappointing Reality of Adults: They Aren’t Any Better Than Children
One of the hardest transitions to adulthood was realizing how immature adults really are. Like many children, I used to look up to adults as these all knowing beings that looked out for me. I was blessed to have wonderful parents who protected me from many adults who may have destroyed that naive trust. So …
5 Insects That Shouldn’t Exist
Here are 5 bugs that, in my not so humble opinion, shouldn’t exist
Sincerely Yours: A love letter to my Valentines
I never had a valentine. Yes, I had my handful of suitors, but none them made it far enough to be called my valentine. The 14th has always been like any other day. But this valentines, I want to express my love to the people who have been with me every Valentines day and for …